Friday, 8 April 2011

Summer in Spring :)

salam It is sooo summer today at 22C. Now is early April but feels like late June! Unexpected sunny rays yet fantastic moment in spring. Now it is perfect time for packing and hope to finish it up in 6 days. Just in 6 days i have to make sure every thing that to be sent home are in the wrapped boxes. I had done with the clothes in the bedroom, and next is kitchen cabinet. Some of cooking stuff are going with the container as well. I hope to have time to run to Tesco and grab few food ingredients which is hard to find in msia. Im not coming back. So i put it this way, this is the one and only chance to be here. Do it, take or ill lose it. Minggu ke 2 on 1mg prednisolone. Now i know... life is fragile with too little of it. Sakit sakit sendi sudah mula terasa. Pening dan mudah penat dan lesu. So,.. this is what they call fatigue. Wondering...dari manakah energy saya dtg seblm ini? ......tidak apa, saya akan bertahan dan buktikan percubaan kali ini akan pasti berjaya. Steroid is mother of drug; as one of my doc fren said. The exact mechanism of steroid on treating lupus patient remains mystery but it is what the doc had been looking for. In return,it gives the long term- consumer 'a package of dangerous' side effects. thats what steroids cost my life. Masa belum terlewat. Walauapa pun teori yg diberi, saya masih mempunyai hari2 esok yang menunggu, impian yang segunung dan harapan yang menggapai. See you soon, and take care!

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