Hey, Im still here -;P

salam

Jom, kita bercerita..Setelah sekian lama tak jenguk blog :))

Minggu lepas sy ke hospital utk regular check up. Everything is thoroughly ok. The doc was so confirmed, i had never received that kinda of statement before. Thank you doc. And a big thank you to a friend who generously gave her time to send me to the hosptl and take me back to workplace . That was second time and I definitely touched by her kindness. She is also the one who always share her niece experience as a luppies. Yes, what a good feeling when you have someone who talk in your languange... I am also grateful to have known a group of people chatting in the same language in FB. Finally, i've found lupus patient group in FB where since then it has become one of my favourite page whenever im fb-ing. There is so much common things to talk about and it is so funny we have almost same reasons to laugh out! Im so releived and at the same time feel lucky to have support from those who had never been in luppies world. Thank you everyone.

Indeed altho obstacles come and go around you yet you still have lots more things to smile and to be thankful even more.

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Tuesday 18-21 October and continued from 1-4 Nov. Primary school end year examination fever! Seems mum also having fever. But at least , both of my boys understand that this exam is very much important to them . To eveluate their performance and the indicator to which class they will be in next year. My personal stand is still as it was. Pushing and scolding regime is not suitable to be given to them just to make sure they will get straight As. Furthermore, it is not fair to them to switch their norms (playing + learning) to (learning + studying + memorizing + playing). Quite few times they end up grumpy, pull-face, confusing and crying when i start pushing them. And what i got? Upset!!!
So what i m doing now to help them is be next to them with their books. And at the same i do my works (marking paper, writing lecture notes) to show that mum also need to be at table and study, so do you!

Meanwhile at kindergarten, my big princess is having her intensive rehearsal for her graduation day concert. Next year she willjoin her brothers at big school. It is not difficult for her to get along as she had been in this kind of rehearsal in England. Just that instead of singing and acting English short performance, she will be having nasyid, a short tari-dra and doa reciting. Terharu sgt when listening to her doa yang mana saya sendiri tdk menghafal nya. Sejujurnya, mmg byk perubahan sy lihat ,..even skrg ni dah refuse pakai gown :)

Me myself....ermmm. Saya juga lihat diri saya dlm situasi yg lebih baik, lebih produktif. (eee perasan la pulak).. At home, memasak menjd rakan baik. Malah utk majlis mesyuarat AJK Taman Manis yg diadakan di rumah sy, saya menyediakan semua juadah iaitu laksa penang, kuih seri muka, puding roti dan popia. Rasa relief sgt :)
Namun, hajat utk masak nasi kerabu blom lg tercapai. Hrp2 ia segera mnjd kenyataan.

Saya bersyukur amat sgt dgn pengalaman di sana menjd kan sy lbh yakin ketika di dapur.
Sy tetap mengingati kenangan di sana, susah senang menjalani hidup seharian. Pening memikirkan resepi apa setiap hari (sbb x dpt beli kat luar). Semua itu jd kenangan amat berharga. Kdg2 susah nak percaya bhw sy telah berjaya melaluinya. Pd yg masih di sana, hargai lah setiap detik, lalui lah ianya dgn ikhlas. Moga2 apa jua ilmu yg diperolehi di sana akan berkekalan diingatan dan dimanfaat apabila pulang ke tanah air.


Thats all folks. Till we meet again..see you soon, very very soon. take care!