It is almost reaching The End.

Salam to all

Last Friday we had a quite heavy snow fall for the second time. I could say it was flash blizzard snowy day, started at around 7.30am and ended in the evening. The nonstop snow fall then left Sheffield with 10cm thick of snow and drove the traffic ran crazily. Fortunately, the rain came to visit all night long and all we can see the next morning was just a usual morning as if there wasnt any snowfall a day before!

Dear friends; without I knew it, my staying in Sheffield is coming to end soon. (as what written on paper). Suddenly, I realise that somehow I need to consider myself to get prepare before re-entering to the world I had left since. The world of my career. It is a complex discussion thou.., I have been always reminding my self about it. What ever it is, the reality is there so life goes on.

Having experience as fulltime housewife is the most unpredictable thing that ever happened in my life. Honestly, it wasnt what I wanted to be. And also honestly, let me tell you what Im feeling now. It is Great! It is not wrong at all to become someone who look after ur children and the house 24hrs while the other half is out and about!!. Being a fulltime housewife has shifted up my perception regarding this unpaid hardjob. It has totally demolished my sceptical thought of being a fulltime house wife. aahhhh.. typical ''careerwoman''. This honour job needs lots of patience, passion and capability to shift yourself down to the level where the children are in, in order to understand their needs. Most importantly, I have a golden opportunity to grow up along with my children and therefore able to simultanously get what they have always been wanting from their mother. All these while, both of us had been taking for granted by sending them to the nursery and kindergarten from 8-5 without noticing the best guardance purely comes from their parent. Either they are still small children or not, our responsibilty of giving full attention to them is a big compulsary, no compromise.

Now I can say that '' what Allah has given to us might be not the dreams that we r longing for, but it is something that we really need for''.

Anyway, by right, Im going back for good by the end of March. And will need to report duty as soon as I touch the ground. For this life doesnt offer much options, all I will need to do is to continue in my job. Ohh.. what a long hibernate! Hmmm..mcmna yer, dah lama tinggalkan semua tu .. -:)
Just wish me luck!

Till we meet again..se you soon, very2 soon.